Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Have been busy lately and haven got time to blog..yar..hmm..last Sunday, the kids choir finally presented their song on stage in the main hall..they were reallie cute, haha..i duno why but when i see Ethan singing, i just feel reallie happy, i think cuz i think he is diff from other kids..he is an introvert..he takes very long to get use to something and every week, during choir, he will take very long to join everyone..he will sit by th side alone etc..but he do sing during normal choir time too, its just tt he take longer to get into the situation..yar..and when he sings, he enjoys the song..haha..i duno but i feel tt he is like my 'baby' in choir cuz i think he needs more attention, patience, love and encouragement compared to others..he is sensitive too..but overall all of them are reallie cute...they do add joy to my life..haha..i love them..
AFt the performance, I find tt they did a great job compared to the other times..i was reallie proud of them..but i know tt aft tt i will rec comments from ppl..i duno, its just expected cuz for so long, since young..i find tt watever that is done, there will be ppl still saying something bad..yar..
And true enough there were comments saying guitar too loud, clap too long etc...but to my surprise..i did recieve good comments too..from FaWang laoshi, he told dear tt he like his guitar etc..Zeke said tt it was reallie nice and tt he like the guitar solo..daddy said it was good, brought up the whole atmosphere and oso it was high..I was reallie haapy to hear such feedbacks..its reallie encouraging..there are also other ppl hu gave feedback too, like Xiao Qing laoshi saying not bad tt they can sing the song so many times cuz she found tt it was surprising tt they can rmb the lyrics for such a long song..i was reallie surprise to get compliments and encouragements..esp from FaWAng laoshi and Zeke..thanks..all the encouragements from the ppl, i reallie appreciate..
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School ended last week and exams starts this coming Fri...study study study.....
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Had our first Christmas practise with the teacher last week..i enjoyed it..i think it was great..he helped us alot and make sure tt we understand the song, i dodnt find tt he was speaking too much even though most youths find it..haha..yar,i look forward to all the Christmas practises..
But yday, the prac without the teacher was reallie bad..everything as like out..had a hard time for everyone to coordinate well together..well..haha...
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Had Chalet at Changi Aloha last Fri to Sat..i reallie enjoyed staying there..i find tt its a nice place..but i was reallie very very very very tired aft the whole thing..
I had thoughts aft i came back from the chalet..
i slept at 12am aft i return from chalet tt day..the next day had church..so hurry slept..cuz knowing tt the nex day i need to wake up early..however, in the morning..i cant wake up, was too tired..den dad manage to wake me up, and he told me,' Come home earlier today so can rest..'den i told him say i cant, i got prac aft church..den he replied ,'Why u make yourself so tired?'
This qn reallie struck me, why m i so so tired?
I was thinking alot and i find tt, if everyone were to work together and help out.. i believe it wont make 1 person tt tired as the burden is shared..the Passion..where is everyone's Passion?
I still had alot in my mind...i dun think i should say it out..afraid tt some ppl might b affected or hurt mayb if i say..yar..
but..just pray tt things will get better and i wun be so tired alr...i tried studying but very hard to concentrate cuz im reallie too tired to concentrate, it like i have to settle my tiredness b4 i start studying..
ok..its late..i wana go slp le, very tired..
Lydia
12.23am
24/10/06
